Like most of the other things/emotions/feelings that I have written about in here there's particularly one that stands out too often: "Afraid of being left out". I wonder if you (anyone who is reading) ever feel this as well. From my research, I found out that this is due to evolution; apparently when human beings were evolving they formed groups and the ones left out often ended up dead(due to conditions during those times), but it's no longer like that, yet most people have this feeling of being left out.
Some people are left out of circles (or whatever you may call them) more often than others due to reasons, some are valid while most are simply selfish, discriminatory reasons, whereas some simply squeeze themselves into people's life to feel better about themselves. I have seen both kind, maybe I am in one of those categories, it doesn't matter because you are in one as well, we all are.
There is an another kind, where an individual is an asset, more appropriately put a free-agent. This individual doesn't belong to any circles but is given the feeling of belonging for a necessary period of time so that the circle could gain an advantage, yes it is selfish but this is reality.
This isn't a rant, it's simply an observation of reality and circle of people. Most of them must pay for their pettiness but they simply thrive. The moment of social enlightenment is when you realize which kind are you, and that's when you can strike back or not give in.
Yeah, life's unjust and it's not your fault, some die young, some get what they want, some dont, some ...... etc. you know the story of life, even though we must live the life blissfully, most people simply fake the bliss, it's funny to watch and listen as they beautifully play their "role". If you believe in karma, do you think it is your duty to strike back? Apparently it is justified, because each and every action has consequences, so if you are thinking to make a circle pay you must. If you think you are to be blissful, you must.
"Remember there's no particular way to be blissful or happy, if hatred gives you happiness, hate with your heart out. If love gives you happiness, love your heart out. If anger gives your happiness, be angry, but be dedicated to whatever brings you happiness, as there's no negative or positive to anything and whatever you feel is valid."
Take care, stay blissful people o/
PS: typing on phone is hard...