Everyone writes or speaks about the safety measures these days, guides what to do and what not to. Hence, I didn't write about it. .-.
A necessary lockdown, a virus invasion. Nobody gets out and nobody allowed to visit, silent streets, silent roads. Some of us find this difficult as the maximum of us are extroverts and belong to working classes, but for me, it's a usual day: Listening to that soft hip-hops, Coldplay, and whatnot. Anyways, I am hoping this lockdown situation as hard it is for some to endure also benefitted them to the extend of unknown; perhaps subconsciously.
Well, during the last couple of days I have been making plans to check my To-Do List and have been canceling, rescheduling, rethinking and rearranging. To be honest, I have been longing to have small talks as well as long talks with people; nothing particular in mind, perhaps just listen to someone talking and say something, anything! Lately, it has been difficult to do that, not that I lack people but at the same time, I don't feel the need for it though I am always open to talk.
On an update, the days have helped quite much in the rewiring of my thinking process and taught me how it is not really necessary to mean something to anyone because honestly, nothing in this world matters. We live and suddenly one day, we die, some have the audacity to feel love, some have the audacity to feel something; which I can't find the word for at the moment and some simply don't have those audacities even when it's all adequate. Funny.
Here's to that heaviness that perhaps everyone feels, even during this time of the year; "It's all going to be fine, maybe not the best nor better, but it will be okay and that sadness that you carry around does nothing good; it just destroys your present. Learn to love, learn to breathe, learn to care and you will learn to be fine"
So, I was watching Doctor Who again and a dialogue stroke me and I had to get my paper and pen to write it down and perhaps I will end this writing with the same:
"The Good Things don't always soften the bad things, but vice-versa, the bad things don't necessarily spoil the good things or make them unimportant"
I often use "me" in my writings but it's not just me. Take care, Stay safe.
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